i am writing this journal basically so i will remember what a fantastic day october 8th was.

so it turns out i was one of the lucky few that got to have a small chat with the boys from forever the sickest kids. we got to ask them questions and after we got to get pictures and autographs from them. then after they ate lunch in the cafeteria. shit son, i fucking got to eat with them. but that wasn't even the best part of my day.

time was flyingggg. the guys were taking a tour of the school when jonathan just looks at me and says to me, "you look like sarah palin." at this point i'm flipping out cause i was walking in the complete opposite direction of him and he noticed my face out of everyone else's. so i just kind of laughed and he smiled cause no one has ever told me that.. (i don't believe it haha)

then people were showing the guys a tour of the school. we got to the gym and kent and austin turn to me and ask "you wanna play some dodge ball?" hahahah, i was like anything for my boys. i didn't actually say that though.

and then the guys unfortunately had to leave. everybody was walking out the door when caleb (ahhhhh! < 3) turns around, walks bak and gives me and two of my friends a hug. basically cause this is happening i'm like dying. at this point in time i remember that i never told caleb how much i loved his hair so i tell him and he replies, "i love your face," and just smiles. i seriously fell on the floor. the two of my friends i was with just burst out laughing cause i was dying.

so then i went to the concert, which was amazing. i was surprised that there wasn't much moshing during sing it loud, but then once hit the lights came out, it was like mosh mania. the ftsk came out and i fucking yelled my voice out for caleb, kyle, jonathan, kent, marc, and austin, but mostly caleb. i was singing along when i look at kent and notice he still has my high school visitor pass on from the visit. i started cracking up and my friend took a picture of it. it was great.

then cobra starship came on, and i never really was a fan of them, but man, gabe is fucking hilarious. me and my friends went over to the entrance where we found the boys of sing it loud. i got to meet pat, who is the skinniest boy i've ever met, and nate who i love, who guessed the spelling of my name right! (:

then after marc and austin came out. so we went over to talk to them, which was when marc told us that he loved our cafeteria's food. we saw a glimpse of jonathan, but he was super busy. and i never got to see caleb again, or kyle or kent. but the day was fantastic.

on a sad note, my ipod officially died. it was kinda sorta working for a while, but now it just won't even turn on. oh well, rip little ipod.